About 4 years ago I meet someone that I love , but at that time she did not accept me because she think that she is ugly to be together with me but i thought is because she dun love me ,as times pass she became prettier and prettier after 4 years , 4 YEARS had passed i ask her to be my stead she finally accepted me ,I was very happy at that time That i'm together with her , but after 1day we Brock up , because of something ...

we go our own way , after the next day something happen my friend post in Facebook picture of me and... all in my wall , she saw she told me that she love me alot and give me clue to ask her back for stead but at first I was stupid I did not know she give me clue but in the end we get to be together again

after not long we when out after school the first place we go out dating was In Tiong with her 2 other friends , I was very happy that I finally get to go out with her, for the past few months everything when well no quarrel no nothing , i belive in destiny that I can changed it at that time , after me and her was very close very very close till we love each other like mad , we go out more offtant, we went to Vivo almost all the time we took pictures together and even took neoprint in bugis I will never forget the happier moment we have been together , we even went marine barrage for kite flying together with her friends it was the happier time that i had

but sometime we quarrel because of small things but in the end it will be fine, that the time I tell myself I can last with her for life and when I am older I will marry her.

after a few months reaching to our school holidays we plan to look for a job , she go on the Internet and help me sign for a job but of cause is not full time is part time job , not long I found a job cause she help me to find it As i was to lazy to look for 1 , keep believing in destiny that I can changed destiny, a few days after she and her 2 friends when for interview in imm I when with her their interview was successful , we will all working in a event together , will not forget the most tired day we had After work we when to Mac to eat and we keep saying our leg pain non stop and my love one , leave her leg up like she is in a coffee shop she put her leg on me.

After we work in the event for 3days we were all send to shops to work, we were not working together that's come in now , currently I'm still working in terminal 3 ,after we had work in the shops for very long my love one had been send to the same shop as me I was very happy but then the timing was different but is okay, I followed her everyday after work and end work waited for her to end work going with her after work and so , I'm happy to have a girlfriend like her that's what I told myself

Not long destiny had changed everything my love one is under 16 so she can't work at the shop anymore, from
That day on we did not meet anymore , but I continue working and msg her when I'm free .

Oh forgot to tell why I was working so hard for Everything is because I wanna be together with her be educated and lots more, her parents dislike her to be together with me because they think I'm useless , I amit that I'm useless before but it was in the past but now I'm working very hard for it study very hard each day and even working so i could earn some Money for myself I want to count on no one but myself

anyway when is time to get her n level result I finally get to meet her again our feeling had not fade at that time, so I take off from work to meet up with her , I meet up with her I almost cried but I pull back my tears, I wanted to give her a hug and kiss but she was wearing school uniform so I did not do it , we when to NTUC to buy somethings and chat there but it was only less than 5min something happen there so I have to go is not we quarrel or what is ... At that time she ask me to go I dun wan to but I know I must .

anyway after that it was still alright till reach the 10months our 10 months anniversary became my 10months loving anniversary with her I was very sad , after a week destiny had changed everything again destiny told me that me and her can't be together anymore after we had been separated for so long her feeling for me had fate away

I told myself that why all this always happen to me ? I finally realize that is because in the first place both side did not cherish one and other but for this case is my fault . I did not cherish it I had regretted but is too late.

After that , i finally know what the feeling of hurt is like someone taking a knife and stab in your heart , every single day I'm feeling that way

I tell myself I can never changed my own destiny , all I can do now is hopping she will one day love me again or maybe wish to see her in our next life

For now I'm working very hard for my N level even so I still will prove to everyone I'm not useless i can do it .
I will always remember this I CAN NEVER CHANGE MY OWN DESTINY , destiny is alway had been set up for me.
Finally get to experience what is true love

last and final, You're everything i see

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