When i close my eyes I think of you And the time we've been through Even though were far apart right now I remember back when you were here with me How you made my world complete but now I'm left alone We talk about love and hope Wishing we could start a life our own I wish i could leave without you Why did you tear my heart apart You said you'll love me from the start All those painful things you've put me through But i'm still loving you I've tried to give my best to you I don't deserve the things you do Everything has gone to memories I just wish i knew the truth behind the lies. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Someday you might be able to see this blog again & maybe you will remember those happy moments and time we have spend together. i just wanna tell you i really cherish you alot but i guest is not enough. i down here wish you and Alexander a long happy life. :'( From: DANIEL LEE SI WEI To: Loo MeiXin & Alexander

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(Drag me head first, fearless)
We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes and the flashback starts Im standing there
(Jump then fall)
On a balcony in summers air
(Jump then fall into me)

Youre on the phone with your girlfriend shes upset
Shes going off about something that you said
She doesnt get your humor like I do
(Jump then headfirst fearless)

(You stare at the phone)
But you were
(He still hasn't called)
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
(Can't feel nothing at all)
And I was crying on the staircase
(When he said forever and always)
And I said

(You're the reason for the teardrops on my guitar)
(Forever and always)
I'll be waiting all thats left to do is run
(Today was a fairy tale)
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
(Only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star)
(Forever and always)
It's a love story baby

You should've said no
You should've gone home
I'm wondering if you'll ever be coming around
(Our song is the slammin' screen door)

I Should've been there
In the back of your mind
(Forever and always)
When I met you on the outskirts of town

And I said
(I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale)
I keep waiting
(Lead me up the stairwell)
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,

Marry me Juliet
(You're the reason for the teardrops on my guitar)
(Forever and always)
Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you
(Today was a fairy tale)
Our song is the slamming screen door
You belong with me
(Jump then head first fearless)

(Only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star)
(Forever and always)
I've been here all along so why can't you
(You should've said no)
Our song is the slamming screen door
You belong with me
(Jump then head first fearless)

Marry me Juliet
(You're the reason for the teardrops on my guitar)
(Forever and always
Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you
(Today was a fairy tale)
Our song is the slamming screen door
You belong with me
(Jump then head first fearless)

Romeo save me
(Only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star)
(Forever and always)
I've been here all along so why can't you
(You should've said no)
Our song is the slamming screen door
It's a love story baby just say yes

If the person really love you he/she will not wan
You to changed anything she/he will love you just the way you are and not anything ealse that's call true love
I finally understand
Thanks mark for telling me and cheering me up when I need it <3

About 4 years ago I meet someone that I love , but at that time she did not accept me because she think that she is ugly to be together with me but i thought is because she dun love me ,as times pass she became prettier and prettier after 4 years , 4 YEARS had passed i ask her to be my stead she finally accepted me ,I was very happy at that time That i'm together with her , but after 1day we Brock up , because of something ...

we go our own way , after the next day something happen my friend post in Facebook picture of me and... all in my wall , she saw she told me that she love me alot and give me clue to ask her back for stead but at first I was stupid I did not know she give me clue but in the end we get to be together again

after not long we when out after school the first place we go out dating was In Tiong with her 2 other friends , I was very happy that I finally get to go out with her, for the past few months everything when well no quarrel no nothing , i belive in destiny that I can changed it at that time , after me and her was very close very very close till we love each other like mad , we go out more offtant, we went to Vivo almost all the time we took pictures together and even took neoprint in bugis I will never forget the happier moment we have been together , we even went marine barrage for kite flying together with her friends it was the happier time that i had

but sometime we quarrel because of small things but in the end it will be fine, that the time I tell myself I can last with her for life and when I am older I will marry her.

after a few months reaching to our school holidays we plan to look for a job , she go on the Internet and help me sign for a job but of cause is not full time is part time job , not long I found a job cause she help me to find it As i was to lazy to look for 1 , keep believing in destiny that I can changed destiny, a few days after she and her 2 friends when for interview in imm I when with her their interview was successful , we will all working in a event together , will not forget the most tired day we had After work we when to Mac to eat and we keep saying our leg pain non stop and my love one , leave her leg up like she is in a coffee shop she put her leg on me.

After we work in the event for 3days we were all send to shops to work, we were not working together that's come in now , currently I'm still working in terminal 3 ,after we had work in the shops for very long my love one had been send to the same shop as me I was very happy but then the timing was different but is okay, I followed her everyday after work and end work waited for her to end work going with her after work and so , I'm happy to have a girlfriend like her that's what I told myself

Not long destiny had changed everything my love one is under 16 so she can't work at the shop anymore, from
That day on we did not meet anymore , but I continue working and msg her when I'm free .

Oh forgot to tell why I was working so hard for Everything is because I wanna be together with her be educated and lots more, her parents dislike her to be together with me because they think I'm useless , I amit that I'm useless before but it was in the past but now I'm working very hard for it study very hard each day and even working so i could earn some Money for myself I want to count on no one but myself

anyway when is time to get her n level result I finally get to meet her again our feeling had not fade at that time, so I take off from work to meet up with her , I meet up with her I almost cried but I pull back my tears, I wanted to give her a hug and kiss but she was wearing school uniform so I did not do it , we when to NTUC to buy somethings and chat there but it was only less than 5min something happen there so I have to go is not we quarrel or what is ... At that time she ask me to go I dun wan to but I know I must .

anyway after that it was still alright till reach the 10months our 10 months anniversary became my 10months loving anniversary with her I was very sad , after a week destiny had changed everything again destiny told me that me and her can't be together anymore after we had been separated for so long her feeling for me had fate away

I told myself that why all this always happen to me ? I finally realize that is because in the first place both side did not cherish one and other but for this case is my fault . I did not cherish it I had regretted but is too late.

After that , i finally know what the feeling of hurt is like someone taking a knife and stab in your heart , every single day I'm feeling that way

I tell myself I can never changed my own destiny , all I can do now is hopping she will one day love me again or maybe wish to see her in our next life

For now I'm working very hard for my N level even so I still will prove to everyone I'm not useless i can do it .
I will always remember this I CAN NEVER CHANGE MY OWN DESTINY , destiny is alway had been set up for me.
Finally get to experience what is true love

last and final, You're everything i see

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Currently working nothing to do ..
I'm so tired feel like sleeping it been so long that I update my blog
Hais and been 4 weeks plus we never meet already . Hais ... Really hope to see you soon huamhuam ..:)

Happy 9th month anniversary bi
Love you forever Muack hearts 08th for life :D <3

Everything is back to normal 
Bi love you so much 

Finally have time to update my rotting blog feeling stress this few days keep working no time to rest from 10am out of my house 12 to 1am then home so tried but is okay cause i am together with Bibi . Sorry bi I really dun know what's wrong with me maybe because too stress up throwing all my anger at you I am sorry  i know say sorry is useless but i still wan to say sososo sorry for everything & sorry for the late reple for Felicia and Fiona I sorry to
Both of your too I dun think I can take care of her sorry  i wan to but alot of thing making me crazy . I keep throwing my anger on Meixin it will maybe cause a breckup if she wan to I am okay with it cause is my own bloody fault my life suck life getting bad to worst . Even Meixin is sick I never even log in to Facebook and wish her get well other boys or even girls or her friends ask her get well . Me ? Like dun even give a dam to care I saw it today in facebook I read her blog I really feel dam sad I also feel hurt all I wan to say is I am sorry bi you can find a better guy than me seriously 